Rants ravings and musings of one 62 yr old female wrestling with a new life. What's is like to be back home after 20 plus years away? Living alone for the first time in 28 years? Experiencing that oh so empty nest..and dating in the OC..dating?
i struggle with getting to know myself..but of this I am sure: I look around and see how blessed I am , what an exciting journey this can be if I let it. Courage! I find i have more gratitude than at any other time in my life.
Do  we really take time to be still each day? Connect with our higher power? Sit in silence and just savor the moment? Today i sat outside and watched a hummingbird visit each plant, inhaled and closed my eyes and knew the air smelled like home: salty and sweet. it's not true that you can't go home again...it just may not be the home you remembered..